So it’s my last fucking day with my parents, only 8:30 in the morning and we’ve already fought. My dad is so selfish! Nothing matters to him but his own needs. He wouldn’t even eat breakfast (the last time for a good long while) with me. He invited my brother to sit and eat with him, but since I didn’t want to sit in the dining area (right next to two creepy guys who made me extremely uncomfortable) I wasn’t able to eat with him. I then asked him to do one thing for me, just freaking one, to call my uncle and see what time he wanted to meet. He asked me if 11 was okay, I said no, so he told my uncle “yeah, 11 is fine”.
I’m so frustrated right now, I just can’t even…
I just want him to shut up for once and listen to me! Don’t ask me stupid questions. Sometime I just want you to say, “okay”, and trust me. Listen to me. I, I, just want him to listen to me. But no, instead I’m sitting on the bathroom floor, crying. I can hear him outside telling mom that I’m “selfish, fill of shit, and just want control”. Yeah, it’s all my fault.
I had wondered why I wanted to leave home, well, now I remember.
Thanks “Dad”, love you too.
I did not like to be touched, but it was a strange dislike. I did not like to be touched because I craved it too much. I wanted to be held very tight so I would not break. Even now, when people lean down to touch me, or hug me, or put a hand on my shoulder, I hold my breath. I turn my face. I want to cry.Marya Hornbacher, “Wasted: A Memoir of Anorexia and Bulimia” (via psychoticbarbie)
Life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it.John Maxwell (via quoteessential)
It’s a beautiful reality that Christ not only loves us, but He also shares in our pain and our joy, He is a God who lives life with us.T.B. LaBerge // Jesus, His Grace and the Gospel (via tblaberge)
There’s two types of anger one is dry and the other wet and basically wet anger is when your eyes water and your voice shakes and I hate that cause I feel weak when I’m crying while angry I like dry anger when your face is like stone and your voice is sharp I guess wet anger shows that you care too much and dry anger means you’re done.
This is the best description ever
Wow. I have never heard a more fitting and perfect description.
i miss when i was like 12 and it would be the night before a big field trip or something and i couldnt go to sleep because i was so excited. i miss being so into a book that i would stay up past my bed time reading it. everything seems so bland or something idk. i’m only 19 and everything is so tiring. i miss wanting to be awake
tell me a secret
One time during class my drama/english teacher, who’s a devout vegan and all about not killing animals, accidentally stepped on a ladybug. He froze up and slowly cradles it in his hand and he was so heartbroken and started quoting Hamlet.
I didn’t have the heart to tell him that it was a red m&m.
Here’s a general rule. When an insult is directed at a woman, consider how it would have sounded directed at a man. If the result is ridiculous, then it’s probably sexist.
this has been my rule of thumb for years(via lacigreen)